Decisions are needed to be made and usually there are choices that go with it.
Lately I've been putting a lot of people down including myself.
I said no to an invitation to go to a friend's house..
I made the one person always there for me feel worthless cause I tried to hold back and not show how I really feel..
I'm at the point of giving up one of my best friends..
I feel like I am not giving my best in everything I do.. I haven't submitted my inventory report and lesson plan.. I'm missing the 2 CDs given by our Tissue Culture consultant.. I have piles of unchecked submitted homeworks and seatworks.. I have 4 recommendation forms that are unaccomplished.. I have not filled up the PEF folders of 13 GSP students in my 2 classes.. And I dunno what other things I need to accomplish.. *sigh*
Going back to my title.. decisions.. choices..
I'm thinking of going back home.. to the place where I am respected and loved.. I'm on the fast forward phase of losing my self esteem to where I'm currently staying. I know I have a lot of things to consider, people to keep in mind. I'm aware too of the pros and cons once I make my decision. At the moment, I'm still really undecided. I'm still looking and hoping for the brighter side of things, but I know I need to decide soon.. make my choice.. maybe another week.. Then I'll asses the situation and make my decision.
So for now.. I'll think.. wait.. hope.
1 comment:
You really seem busy yourself.. hehe.. I hope that you finish them all and have time to rest yourself.
I know that things has been really hard for you at school and at home. But never forget that there are a lot of people who cares for you and who is always there for you. Don't give up even if things seem to be so impossible.
With your dilemma at home, it would be wrong for me to tell you to understand her but at least maybe.. things aren't that unreasonable yet.
Remember that I'm always here for you no matter what. I'm here to help, to cheer you up.. I'm here to listen.. Always take care! *hug super tight*
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