Bad (?) Habit

I have this old bad (?) habit that i again tried doing on my way home.. I only have one favorite junk food and soda that when I have them together I really feel good after; its V-Cut and Royal Tru-Orange.. hehe..

I'm wondering why I tried it again though.. But while I enjoy eating my V-cut (the big one for that matter) and drinking my Royal in can (using a straw.. haha) I felt like I was back in high school when I do that almost everyday.. I had mixed emotions though after I finished eating and drinking.. I felt good but at the same time more confused..

Pato's only reaction when I told her about it was "ok".. But ate got worried and all.. and when she said I'm obviously depressed, I told her that I'm still in denial about that.. Sorry Crunch if I didn't tell you about it cause you seem to be having a nice time cleaning your room that I don't want to ruin your day..

I know why I wanted to try my old bad (?) habit.. I know I'm kinda depressed, helpless... but this is the perfect time to keep the reasons to myself and just leave everything in good fate that everything will turn out ok with my mouth shut. So better not ask anymore the reasons for all these.. Please respect my choice of keeping these to myself.. thanks in advance..

By the way, what's with the "bad (?)" ?.. cause I'm not really sure whether it's a bad thing to do.. hehe.. =p