Hurting but still Trying to move on!

There are times I just caught myself staring blankly. Then I'd realize that I'm still hurting.

I was craving so much for spaghetti and I was already planning where to eat once I get my salary. I asked people around me where I can eat a very delicious spaghetti and explained to them my craving. But then the realization came to me that I'm not craving for the most delicious spaghetti there is.. I want my mama's spaghetti. She cooks it very well that my taste like so much!

I got sadder as I reminisced when was the last time I had her spaghetti.. guess when?.. yeah, my birthday...