Confused

I'm happy with the way things are in my life now but I feel some sense of emptiness within me. I'm CONFUSED with a lot of things like in my work, friendship and even about myself. I'm aware that I can handle things (of course with the help of other people and most especially GOD) but at times i still get stressed and rattled. I guess I got more confused (or I think more of worried) when I noticed that my body is slowly giving up on me. I try to do all things I can at the same time but didn't mind when I already get sick. And I guess what I'm more worried right now is the state of my voice. It's the main weapon I use for my work but my voice have been horse for almost a month now. When I consulted with my cousin who happened to be a specialist on E.N.T. and head and neck surgery, he told me the possibilities of what can happen to me if I don't take care of myself and of my voice. He was not intending to scare me but he just simply presented to me the worst case scenario. Its nothing serious right now but what if...

I'll try to sort things out soon. And I hope all my confusions will be gone by the time I get to reflect about my life.

I'm sorry if I also confused you with all the stuff here. But for now, these are my THOUGHTS AT THE SPUR OF THE MOMENT.