Sunday, June 14, 2009

Taking a Break


I've been working for almost a decade already and I've always enjoyed my work.

But this summer was different from all my summers in terms of work. I've never been this tired.

I'm currently taking a break from my usual "Summer Work" and is currently busy doing an academic task. But now I feel so tired too. I've been doing almost the same thing at the beginning of school year. But today, it seems so hard for me to finish what I need to when before I can finish it in less than let's say 3 hours at the most.

Then why now it all seems difficult?

Answers:
1. My Kuya and my best friend said it is cause I have this huge distraction which is the net. (my defense: I was already in the mood to finish it ASAP but when I read my previous entry and there was a part that my mom was mentioned, I all of a sudden lost my zest cause I miss her so much.. more and more each day. So to keep my mind clear, I went online and plurked about happy stuff)

2. I'm just simply tired. I've given so much of my time and myself at work. Now, I feel like my body is giving up on me, if not my body, my brain.. it is slowly shutting down. (I hope though that this will just be a today thing cause I can't afford to be like this when classes starts already)

3. I miss a lot of people.

4. I just simply need a break.