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*quiet*

*hug*

*mwah*

These are things I'm left to say when all i feel inside is confusion and pain..

I really understand everyone's point of view. I try as much as I can to please everyone important to me. I wanna find my real happiness.. Happiness that everyone accepts. I will keep on searching for it.. but along the way I falter.. I stumble into the "wrong" side of the road. And it hurts everyone who gets involved, everyone who learns about it, everyone including me.

I made promises I intend to keep. I promised to be open and not hide things anymore and I started it.. slowly trying to get used to it.. but it takes time and timing as well.. It hurts to be accused.. It hurts to be labeled.. It hurts not to be trusted. But it was all my fault anyway.. I'd just have to bear with it.

I hope that time will make me strong and allow me to be the happiest I can, the right way.

Wherever He'll lead me, I'll follow

As one thing in my life gets better, another "mess" has just happened. But like what I told a good friend of mine, I'm positive about whatever it is that will happen. WHEREVER HE'LL LEAD ME, I'LL FOLLOW.

I have plans of staying where I am, but current events are telling me otherwise. It made me think, but the bottom line is, it is up to Him where He wants me.

Rest assured that I'll still be the best I am in everything I do and keep an open mind and open heart to things that can happen.