I think it all began when I wrote in my plurk that I was hoping for something sweet and special to happen on Valentine's day. What happened on my Valentine's day?
It started with ate and I chatting and greeting each other Happy Valentine's Day even if it's like 3 minutes pa till the clock strikes 12.. hehe.. =p Then slept around 2 am (I was just re-reading her blog and I lost track of time..=p)
Then I woke up at 5 to wake-up Kitty. I had hard time going back to sleep since I feel like she's not going out of the bed when she needs to be in school early for their group defense. 5:30.. 6:00, finally she got out of bed. Then after few minutes, she asked help from me to fix her hair and I initiated to put soft make-up on her. I was only able to go back to sleep around 7 am and slept till 10 am.
I was kinda excited for the upcoming prom. Took a bath right after I fixed my bed. Dressed up.. Ate brunch.. Borrowed accessories from ma.. Went to Ness Astillas for my hair and make-up (thanks to Lester for my make-up and Fritzy for my hair.. love 'em).. Then off to Edsa Shangri-La.. I was expected to be there at 2 pm but I was an hour early. I met with the other teachers at Basilan Room where they were having their lunch. Then, I accompanied Mrs. Duran to her room together with Mr. Andres and Mr. Sangco. After they freshened-up and all, they left me in the room to look after their things. But just after a few minutes, Mr. Andres went back together with the teachers from the Angeles Branch and Mrs. Milante. Then, I went back to Basilan Room with Mr. Andres and Mrs. Milante. I wrote the ranking of the Prom Royalties in preparation for the coronation night.. =)
Then the time to dress-up came. Mrs. Canet and I went together to the registration area. But before we did, we stopped by the photo corner (Mang Bob, I'm looking forward to those pictures)
Registration started as students kept coming.. It was so toxic there but we were able to manage.
Prom started.. Program went well.. Had time for free dance.. And the kilig moment happened.. not to me though..
Time to go.. went out with Marie and Erwin at Malate.. Drank Cali and Tequilla.. Danced and danced some more.. 4am.. Went to Monumento.. Had breakfast at Jollibee and we talked about a lot of stuff.. 5:30, brought Marie to the bus station going Bulacan.. 6 am.. I got home.. Had fun with all those.. thanks Marie and Erwin.
What has the title got to do with all that I've already written?
While Kitty and I were on our way to Shangrila Mall to watch a movie, I was really quiet. I was actually thinking. When Kitty was done eating and started talking to me, I then verbalized what I felt, what I realized.
I told her it was my first time to feel what it is to be a jerk. I could've made the "Night of Nights" better but I let my jealousy got the best of me.. I'm really sorry. I felt so selfish for I was hoping for something special and sweet to happen to me on Valentine's Day, yet I didn't do anything to make anyone's Valentine's Day special and sweet. And when it didn't happen to me, I got all jealous when it happened to a very close friend. I think I even kinda ruined her and another person's "happy valentine's". I was crying to Kitty when I was telling her all these, but definitely lessons were learned.
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